Do you ever feel like your life is on hold... Things around you are moving fast, progressing. In the big picture, you are evolving too, things are changing for you too - but in a way that makes you feel like they are spinning out of control. Does it ever feel like your heart is stuck in this vacant place where no one ever visits - or you don't allow them to visit.
Why me? Why anyone else? Why ... why ... why... The existential dread sets in.
Sleep knocks my eyelids, begging them to close. Sleep is a friend I need, a spell of nothingness, like dying without there being heaven or hell, or angels waiting with questions. I embrace it, it envelops me back.
I pray we meet again in my dream and I pray that I remember it when I wake up.
A glimmer of hope, before the descent to oblivion.
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